Hello all... its been a while and you deserve better. Please forgive me. I will do better at keeping you informed of what is going on. Been a bit of an upheaval in my circle, but we will keep moving forward. Personnel changes can throw you for a loop, but that's why you have to keep your eyes on God and not on people. Its like the very first time Jesus told his disciples that he was the Son of God, the bread of life... All walked away but the twelve. No matter who walks away from you, you HAVE to KNOW that God called you, and God will propel the ministry forward. KNOW that. Get your eyes off of the people that surround and keep you eyes on God.
I had an awesome time in Columbia. I had people who've seen me minister time and time again tell me that this was different. Perhaps it was, I wasn't really there. I started stepping outside of myself when I go up. I mean I do the usual... I warm up, I drink water and I usually do what's being called a "spirit leap" (I jump as high and as quickly as I can three times) before I go up... but that's the end of me. From that point on, it feels like I'm watching everything unfold from behind my own eyes. I hear the voice and know its my own... but it feels like if I sat down it would keep coming forth. I hear myself say things that people respond to powerfully. And I sometimes can't believe that came out of my mouth. I keep hearing the phrase "pour it all out" in my spirit. Everything that God has poured into me, I empty out on an audience... I pour everything in my spirit out. And after the "show" i'm so spent I can barely stand up. Trying to become a truly yielded vessel... like the song says "I give myself away so God can use me..."
I will be more proactive with this blog. Will start adding some video too. God bless you guys
Curt
"Living This Dream"
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